I think it’s time to stop thinking about it, and just start doing it.
There are loads of things I want to do, loads of things I want to create, but I’m crippled by indecision and the molehill of things I want to do looms over me like a mountain.
I just don’t know where to start. Forever tweaking things here and there, going over and over scenarios in my head, trying to rearrange every idea until it is perfectly formed in my mind.
I need to stop doing that, and just get on with things.
So maybe I should just start here, where I am, right now.
Tonight I will sit down and re-do my five-year plan. I do feel like I’ve lost focus on it. I’ve not looked at it in two years, at least.
I’ll start using the planner I bought at the start of the year. Get it all down on paper.
Work out what I need to prioritise, and actually schedule in some relaxation time so I don’t feel guilty when I play on the Xbox.
Stop being so scattershot and flitting between things, and focus on one thing at a time.
I will make use of this blog, use it as a checklist of sorts to keep track of my progress. Record my little victories.
Rediscover “The Mission”. Get back on track. Start finishing things instead of starting more.