This was originally posted in the Bloggers section on the now-defunct Poopgang forum.
And I’m back to thinking that the £80 paid for two years hosting was a waste again. I’ve just spent an absolute age trying to work out why the RSS feeds aren’t working properly and why the SQL stupid things were being retarded. I really have little aptitude for this at all, I thought I’d pick it up easily enough, but it’s just a nightmare. If I was on that course it’d be so much easier, as I could get help from the tutors and stuff, I’d be in a learning environment, but sitting here is more akin to relaxation and time-wasting.
Random Fury, on the whole, is great. But all it will ever be is a Halo 2 clan. I want more, I want to get a community going, for online games, high score challenges, gaming banter, and as much as the guys do visit the existing forum and contribute, the last two attempts at expansion failed miserably.
Pretty soon I’m just gonna just throw in the towel in pretty much every aspect of my life and just resign myself to working on a till in Sainsbury’s for the rest of my life.