“You’re not the same person you were two years ago”

This was originally posted in the Bloggers section on the now-defunct Poopgang forum.

Back then, trivial little things that I couldn’t change about myself didn’t bother me, I just didn’t care as I was brilliant.

Basically running a shop, six months away from a promotion to my very own store, happy with life, happy with work, happy at home, but it all came crashing down. Leaving Game. The long search for a job. I thought I could work anywhere, do anything I put my mind to, I was so confident in my abilities, but I just got rejection after rejection… but it didn’t bother me as I knew I was destined for better.

Eventually, I got a new job, at Poundland. Went into the interview for a Senior Sales position thinking “Yeah, give me three months, I’ll be running the place”. Stupidly, I said in the interview that if I didn’t get the Senior Sales position, I’d gladly take a regular, sales assistant role. Guess what happened? I got the basic role. Undeterred, I thought “Give me six months, I’ll be Assistant Manager, I’ll show them”. After a week or so on the tills, I was moved to the warehouse as the Stock Controller guy. I figured it was a nice step up, but later found out they only moved me there as I was a big strapping lad who could lift the heavy boxes.

I just don’t feel like writing anything when I feel like this

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Halo 2

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Giving up smoking

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Healthy eating, yum

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The shit you own ends up owning you

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Moderator mishaps

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More highlights from DMC3

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Completed it on EASY

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