Further thoughts on my father’s passing

So, my Dad died. As I said in the other post, we weren't close by any stretch of the imagination, the last time I saw him in person was in maybe 1997 or 1998 when I was in my early twenties, the last time I spoke to him on the phone was in 2019 on Jake's birthday (I didn't actually…

Direction decided. A fresh start.

With reference to this post: https://iaindstewart.net/blog/2023/11/03/starting-again/ This is another one of those natural break points in my life where everything seems to be changing or shifting - this time it's not me waking up after a long period of apathy or feeling aimless, but I feel like things are going in the right direction this time. Lots of things are…

Still directionless

This was originally posted in the Bloggers section on the now-defunct Poopgang forum. Well, it's been about a month since my last blog, and nothing much has changed. The site is in pretty good shape, but I just feel so lost. Still directionless, toxic x

Directionless

This was originally posted in the Bloggers section on the now-defunct Poopgang forum. Even a Halo 2 session with the jovial and cheery RF guys cant cheer me up anymore. My modem's been playing up a bit recently, and the one time I could get on there to have a laugh, it was laggy as hell and everyone disappeared sharpish.…