Sorry it’s been a while, I’ve just not had the time to come in here and sit down and formulate a post. I don’t even think I’ll finish this today to be honest. Just for reference, I started this at half three in the afternoon on the 17th of November, and now I have to dash.
Ok, so here I am again, this time it is Thursday evening, I’ve just got home from work and I’m pretty tired. It’s going to be quite a big update, this one, written over the course of however long it takes to be written. A lot of things have happened, kind of, that whoever reads this needs to be made aware of for some reason. First of all, I tried to “put the forum into the main site” and it went well enough but then just didn’t go at all, so I stopped doing that. I still need to work some things out in my head, but it looks like I’ll just be locating a new skin for the forum and either copying all the content from the “community” site over to here, or onto a new blog that doesn’t have an inappropriate sub-domain. I say inappropriate because that blog was named “community” because I wanted the entire rf.co.uk experience to be accessed from there. It has not worked out that way with the forum and it being separate entities, so I’ll make a new site with a bold new sub-domain name (or without one altogether and just have the content at randomfury.co.uk), or copy/paste it over to here.
Saturday night now (22/11/14), and I can’t do an update without mentioning Jake. He is awesome. He’s starting to hold his head up for prolonged periods of time now, and he’s so nosy with it. I’ve neglected writing on here about him, but I have been emailing my Mum, keeping her up to date with his progress, so I may at some point go through those emails and write something up about him, document how he’s doing.
The YouTube stuff, I think, has to officially go on the backburner for now. I barely have enough time to play games, let alone record myself playing them and then editing them and then uploading them to the internet. I have a couple of Halo 2 videos and maybe two Dark Souls videos to edit, I’ll do them when I can, but after that I have no idea. Just getting that straight in my head was quite sad, but I knew sacrifices had to be made. I really enjoy making videos, and they help with my social anxiety, and my inability to be who I want to be, but I just don’t have time. Concentrate on raising the boy and doing doodles. Just gotta keep drawing. Jane suggested I send off work to publishers and the idea just filled me with dread. Not just from a social standpoint, but I don’t think I’m good enough yet. Nowhere near good enough for random strangers to want to pay for my scribbles.
